Grouchy Ass Mood.
Came home from lake yesterday- house mildly dirty. I let it slide.
I spent my lunch hour grocery shopping today. I bought stuff to "cook", but it didn't happen. I meant for it to happen. I was just tooooo grouchy when I got home today and my house was too dirty to spend time in the kitchen doing something I hate to do.
I was too grouchy over the dirty house and the fact that the a/c unit is leaking into BLM's bedroom and the carpet is soaked. That fucking sent this bitch over the edge. I went O-F-F. It twasn't pretty and the LM's even witnessed the freak out session that Mother had. Sorry girls.
I got all four beds clean-sheeted. I have almost all of the laundry done. The bathrooms are clean. I went for a walk. I did my extra-sizes. I ate a WW meal. I had a Xanex. I'm going to have an ambien.
I'm going to FIND A PSYCHIATRIST TOMORROW. These issues ARE NOT NORMAL and will not be tolerated by DL for long. He hasn't said as much, but I know it can't please him any. I would be hostile if I had to put up with me. I do have to put up with me and I'm hostile.
Sorry. That wasn't any fun kind of a post but if you have some advice on how to find a doctor I'd lurve you forevah.
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I don't have any advice on finding a doc, but I know my dear sister "K" has been having some of those days lately as well, which is why we have sweet "B" this week with us here in the hometown! Hope things get better...
love, johnna c
(I found your blog link on yo'space, so I thought I'd read...now, you can read mine, and we can add each other to our blog links and stuff! )
So sorry about the grouchy ass mood. Running errands on lunch break sucks. I am impressed that all the beds have clean sheets though.
Regarding finding a new doc...not sure if you know your pharmacist well or not, but if you do, you could ask him/her. For example, I see what the docs prescribe (and for whom) and I know who is crappy, who never authorizes refills in a timely way, who refuses to write for generics when they should consider it, and who has stupid people answering the phones. I also know whom the patients love and which docs have patients that show improvement. Sorry I don't live in OK... I could give you the scoop.
No advice on finding a doc, as I've been avoiding finding one for myself.
Trust me girl, from the way it sounds, you have it WAY more together than me, and probably lots of people.
I kind of lucked out with mine, it was the first time I had been given a random pysch. Ask your family doctor for a referral, that's your best bet!
Maybe it the mutha truck'n weather... I had the same day yesterday (but different) and totally lost it in front of the Drama Queen, and then I cried about missing O-dog again... WTF is wrong with me?!?!?
That some good advice from Lipstick!
love ya sister... it will get better
Dude sounds normal to me, unless I need a doc too.
I think I do.
Oh my Mamalicious, that does sound like one fine grumpy ass mood! (FYI, I found my way here via Lipstick, so you must blame her for any and all future problems arising from my landing on your blog!)
If I was still in Oklahoma I would race over and give you a hug and then blast away lest you smack me for being so overly affectionate without even having made proper acquaintance. Sort of a modified hit and split as we like to say. But I'm not, so I can't. It does save the Little Mamma's from having to watch you deck some pathetic stranger, so there is an upside.
All this of course, by way of saying I wish I could help. I have more than been there and it is most unpleasant.
So I send you a cyberhug and if you slap me silly, well then I guess I'll just have to cope. Duh-ahm. I really do hope it gets better.
TP
Poor mama. I'm coming over to take care of you tonight. I'll fix that a.c. problem. Just call me MamaNadja.You know I love you and don't like to see you upset. Mimilicious
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