Mamalicious had a rough day with that damn 4am start. I was at least productive, I got 1.5 hours of work done before work! I still have so much catching up to do it isn't even funny.
My councelor says I am in crisis mode. What I think she means is that I'm crazy and I make up scenarios to worry about. It's one of my anxiety-related sicknesses. It sucks, but I'm taking steps to help myself and get better.
Daddylicious did NOT take that job offer that the club re-offered him. It was a bunch of CRAP on a STICK. I don't care how much you like crap, but when it is served on a stick.... no thanks!
We have had lots of supportive phone calls and I have to trust that something really great is around the corner for him. For now, I'm just concentrating on how busy I am at work and keeping my mind busy (because it makes up all kinds of stuff like I'm getting my house foreclosed on and we're living in a 1 bedroom studio with all kinds of other homeless people.) And what about the animals? Will that let us take them too?
I can thank my Daddy for that over active imagination with a delightful touch of pessimisim.
It will all shake out in the end, I just have to find a way to get there without driving my family into putting me into a mental health facility. Or wait, maybe that is a pretty good idea?
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